I Have This Thing Where I Get Older But Just Never Wiser
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Lately I've been a little bored. Everything is going well ostensibly: I have a great job with a fun team where I get to learn new things weekly, I live in my own condo I decorated to exactly my tastes with my two cats, my mental and physical health are as good as they can be for a person with a few chronic conditions, I have a large friend group I regularly see, and I'm even working on a novel after years of avoiding taking my writing seriously. Sure, I wish I had more money to travel and just more money to afford groceries lately. I could be going to yoga more. I should really cut back on caffeine. But things are good. Still there is a listlessness I feel. It's not even restlessness because this is the first time I haven't wanted to move to Europe in my life. But just generally I've felt almost a life ennui. It's a lack of stress that is almost troubling.
I Have This Thing Where I Get Older But Just Never Wiser
I Have This Thing Where I Get Older But Just…
I Have This Thing Where I Get Older But Just Never Wiser
Lately I've been a little bored. Everything is going well ostensibly: I have a great job with a fun team where I get to learn new things weekly, I live in my own condo I decorated to exactly my tastes with my two cats, my mental and physical health are as good as they can be for a person with a few chronic conditions, I have a large friend group I regularly see, and I'm even working on a novel after years of avoiding taking my writing seriously. Sure, I wish I had more money to travel and just more money to afford groceries lately. I could be going to yoga more. I should really cut back on caffeine. But things are good. Still there is a listlessness I feel. It's not even restlessness because this is the first time I haven't wanted to move to Europe in my life. But just generally I've felt almost a life ennui. It's a lack of stress that is almost troubling.